Robin Williams and The State of The World


A few days ago, we lost one of the greatest minds of our time. Robin Williams. And without going into the tragic events in detail as the media seems to be doing ad nauseum I will say he fell victim to depression because that is the only detail we need to concern ourselves with as the rest is, frankly, morbid curiosity we have no right to pry into. Seeing how he did it does not tell us anything we need to know and only creates an image he couldn’t possibly want to be remembered by or associated with. One will always remember that Elvis has left the building, but rarely remember which building that was. Continue reading

Hook, Line, and Sinker

(Note: This is a massive departure from my normal writing, in a big way, but I wanted to write a short story inspired by events that occurred last night.)

My coffee grows cold. I’ve been sitting here for hours, trying to get the rest of this writing done but I can’t wake my brain up anymore. It’s almost three in the morning, I’m exhausted and my motivation is fleeting as my lizard brain takes the helm, begging for sleep.

Then they walk in. Continue reading

The Destiny Beta is a Vapid First Date

A little ways back I wrote about my dislike of the Destiny Alpha. Recently I was given a Beta code. I thought it was an odd thing to get, but as a friend of mine over at Bungie was disappointed in my alpha review, he convinced me that the beta fixed a slew of the issues I disliked.

So, I put in the code and downloaded the much larger game and started it up.

The first thing I noticed is that it didn’t just drop you onto a map and had you move around. They finally incorporated some story. And, admittedly, the story started off alright but it leads into a massive problem for me. I’m one of those weird people that play games for the story. I know, right? That weird demographic that a lot of game studios have put on the back burner recently. And while I appreciate their effort, I’m actually more confused than ever.

The game starts off talking about how this orb called “The Traveler” came to Earth and, because of a giant ball in the sky, suddenly human kind prospered and was able to settle on all the nearby planets. How? Not really explained. I guess a giant ball in the sky is motivating? Maybe?

But then…*dun dun dun* the Traveler was followed by it’s enemies which hate the Traveler because the game needs an enemy. There’s no explanation as to why they hate the traveler. Especially considering that the enemies are on every place on the planet BUT where the Traveler is, and, as a giant orb, it’s not really like it’s hidden. Who knows.

Then the story ends and the game begins. As the terribly voiced, but now T-Pain’d with a robot voice little bot called a “ghost” (voiced by Peter Dinklage who, with this, and the movies Pixels and The Legend of Badassdom seems to have a weird vendetta against the nerd culture) flying around Russia scanning corpses in rusted cars. Eventually he sees a body that makes him excited, he scans it, and suddenly that corpse is you. He says something along the lines of, “You’ve been dead a long time, so there’s going to be somethings you don’t understand.”

Hold the phone. Not only are you not going to explain how you just brought my ass back from the dead, but you’re not going to explain how I died? Also, is this going to be the excuse for the lazy writing? After a few hours of playing I realized, yup, this is going to be the excuse.

In fact, the first time you hit up the main hub world and talk to the people who appear to be in charge, there’s really no dialogue. One of them hands you a piece of armor, a “good job slugger” and sends you on your way. If it wasn’t for text on your screen literally telling you where to walk, I’d have no idea what I was doing there.

On the plus side, the game is gorgeous. From small details like hair, to giant details like massive ships blasting into the atmosphere from the horizon, this game has some genuine awe inspiring beauty.

But is that enough? Probably. For some. But I need an actual story. Maybe you don’t. Who knows. But I’ve been on blind dates like Destiny. Absolutely gorgeous, but uninteresting and at the end of the date I still don’t know jack shit about her.

Destiny has one more chance when the final game comes out to win me over. But…I’m really starting to see where this game is going, and it’s straight to the budget bin. And not only that, considering the game is a slave to online only and features 0% offline features, it will never be a classic considering as soon as they shut the servers down, this game goes with it.

I Sort of Hate The Internet Right Now

So, recently someone who writes at the same place I write posted a GoFundMe. Up until now, I had never seen GoFundMe. But, it’s a place where, if you’re trying to get something done, you ask for financial help. Not for projects really, but more for people really down on their luck.

And he kinda is. Continue reading

Suddenly I’m the Hero of Haarlem

This are just falling apart around me. I can’t lie. It’s hard.

I’m not sure even where to begin this blog but I want to put this blog out there.

My health is going nuts. My head is insane. I can’t focus. I’ll know exactly what needs to be done and then immediately forget it. At the Fourth of July picnic me, my wife, and my kid went to, I threw away a bag of tupperware, buns and baby stuff just because there was a piece of trash in it and I assumed the entire bag was trash. Continue reading